拖着疲倦的步子从车场回来，即时被一份升腾的热气包围，这些朋友是一刻都不愿意静下来的，毕竟年少当闹的时候。住在集体宿舍永远不怕寂寞，周围满是晃动的身影和肆意的玩笑。我不排斥热闹，但是骨子里我终究是个更偏爱安静的人，似乎爱到痴狂。而现时的氛围，多了一份喧嚣却少了一份静谧。
一个人在深深的雨夜独自徜徉，累了回宿舍，让一杯咖啡在手边冒着微微热气，可以看书，可以上网，可以思考。独属于自己的美境，让寂静陪伴自己，我太钟情的一种享受，钟情到痛。沉静下来的时候，思绪也沉积下来，可以思考很多东西，前景与出路，友情与爱情，修身与养性，然后抖抖包袱，扫掉迷雾，剥掉身上越积越多的浮躁，世俗的浮躁，多好。谁跟我说过呢，寂静是一种美，寂寞是一种愁，庆幸我只爱寂静不怕寂寞。
突然间的伤感，其实只为了一件不足为外人道的事情。猜想过很多种结果，甚至不吝于最坏最糟糕的方向。扔下一句“大不了就这样了吧”，一语成谶，事情果真就这样了。微笑着接受，其实能有多难？结局一个人承受罢了，伤口一个人舔罢了。慧极必伤，情深不寿。以前说过的，无论情绪如何，作为演员，我们终将在生活这个舞台上演出一辈子，何苦？何惧？
所以，只祈愿岁月静好，现世安稳。
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梦幻一般的夜色时分，祈盼这首歌能伴随曾经到过这个blog的朋友溶解白日的喧嚣，进入明净的梦乡......
When I Dream
by Carol Kidd
I could build a mansion that is higher than the trees
I could have all the gifts I want and never ask please
I could fly to Paris,
it's at my beck and call
Why do I live my life alone with nothing at all?
But when I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
I can be the singer or the clown in every room
I can call up someone to take me to the moon
I can put my makeup on
and drive the men insane
I can go to bed alone and never know his name
But when I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true